let it rain over mee~~

Genting trip was awesome!
lost 250RM at the casino though.well, a learning fee i would call it LOL.
next time go there must rape the table >: enough with the sutpid jackpots hehe.

Bali soon! on the 17th :D
next month 2 x weekend clerk duties + the day after christmas. fml

doubt i'll be skating much already considering the weather and the events lined up ahead.hehe

Update soon i guess..

i hope i your words are words that would be carried out into actions and not just words.

things were never meant to be, love just ain't for me

shall resist with all my might, till someone takes my hand and shows me whats right.

Edited*

wooo! Like i promised.a new post! hehe

gonna try posting smth new everyday.hmmm

Last night was awesome! From the bbq to the beers, from meeting old friends to meeting new ones, from the laughter we all had to the serious talk a small group of us had.

lets see if i can come up with a poem LOL

Yesterday we celebrated the mid-autumn festival

oh what fun we had as though it was a carnival

there were plenty of food and drinks to go around

not to mention the bottles of beer that made our belly go round

once again i would say this year's celebration is a success!

in which i would like to congratulate urban inline's progress

new skating or team members have joined since last year

making it more lively, fun and dear.

The highlight of the night was the lantern making competition

to see who could make a lantern that was one in a million

javier's lantern stunned us all

with the pretty and stunning patterns on his lantern and more!

Lets hope next and every year it will be the same

where everyone comes to have fun and play the same game

where old friends gather back to talk

and when party anthem starts to rock! \m/

HAHAHA

how was that? hehe

ok on mc today. :3

gonna play the whole day at home.woohoo!

update tmr! :D

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omg its time to update!!! haaha

but later. ^.^

gonna go ecp for the mid Autumn festival celebration!!!

food, lanterns and more importantly....

FIRE

LOL.

ok later~~

i dreamt that i was fishing over a super tall bridge, the bait was a ring which produced sound waves.the ring attracted dolphins and i caught 2 at one shot! wtf? LOL

Paragraph below taken from http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/d2.htm

Dolphins

To see a dolphin in your dream, symbolizes spiritual guidance, intellect, mental attributes and emotional trust. The dream is usually an inspirational one, encouraging you to utilize your mind to its capacity and move upward in life. Alternatively, it suggests that a line of communication has been established between the conscious and unconscious aspects of yourself. Dolphins represent your willingness and ability to explore and navigate through your emotions.

hmmm does it mean anything? lolol

paranoid much? hmm

so are things getting better?

or is this just something to make me feel better only on the surface...

gahhhh.

我不知道, 我真的不知道. ):

confidence? whats that

i just don't have enough confidence in myself to do anything right here.

sorry but that's just me.

let me know if you need me because i have no idea where i stand now and what to do already.

I've tried...

bus journey~ LOL

hellooooo!

haven been updating for a super super long time! LOL

so i'm gonna update abit now!

life hasn't really been really good to me, esp the army aspect. However, in the outside world, i've met some awesome people who just came into my life! (shall not elaborate on this).

Shall share my experience on the bus ytd!

damm cool.here it goes~

I was sleeping soundly on the bus, then suddenly i jolted up for no apparent reason.LOL

then there was this yound lady sitting beside me, dunno if she saw anot but i was too paiseh to sleep after that. Thus i decided to stay awake! thenthen, i noticed she was drawing smth on her notebook. I stared for awhile more then i realised she was drawing this lady in front of her. Her back view tgt with the back view of her 2 daughters. The drawing was turning out very nicely!

The thing that sparked the conversation was... There was this guy who kept coughing behind me, i think he didn't cover his mouth. Then she suddenly stopped drawing and looked at me. I was still sleepy then when she turn i got stunned LOL.

tai : O.O

lady : *says smth*

tai : *oh ya earpiece on.LOL* * removes ear piece*.... hmmm?

lady : *points to back* thats disgusting! :S

tai : oh.hahaha yea.(:

lady : *continues drawing*

tai : so...you're drawing the lady in front?

lady : ya

tai : *diam diam*

Then i waited for her to draw finish before asking whether she was still a student etc. Turned out drawing was her hobby since young, and she has taken this passion for art and shared it among her students! i think she taught like poly? i dunno.i rmb i heard the word poly.LOL

So i shared with her my experience with drawing when i was young, and that i gave up trying.lol

then she shared with me the different techniques etc etc. The conversation seemed so nice, one that i wouldn't want to end that fast but she had to alight alr. So we bid our farewells, she alighted and i went back to sleep. Before she alighted, she said to me "don't give up! i teach drawing and i don't believe that people can't draw, some are just more talented then others but everyone can draw." This line sort of inspired me in some way or another.

Drawing is just another one of the things in life that we do, so we shouldn't give up in anything that we do in life, because if others can make it, you can too! Maybe its just a matter of time that you get what you want, but if you never stop trying, you'll eventually get there someway somehow. So lets hold on to that little bit of hope, put in alittle more effort and perhaps that'll get us alittle closer to whatever we want in life.

yea.maybe i should start talking to random people on the bus.

so interesting.LOL

on the side * new post in lj for those who know who you are (:*

update again soon!

gonna meet ann to skate lata~ hoho

heyyooo! haven updated in awhile! busy in camp! hehe will update this post about my LSM (leader sergeant major) in the company one word to describe it - STRESSED ----------------------------- fill in soon! ------------------------------ &a msg from you everytime i end my training brings a smile to my face x)

heyyooo wasssuupp ppl!
no updates till now! ahahha

supposed to be confined till next friday!
but today we got to book out so we could all go home to take our passports cos they wanna be "cock sure" that the photocopy we gave matches the passport -.-

oh well but it sure feels good to be out again :D
GPMG firing this weekend D: sure will be tiring.
ASLC life ain't as slack at BSLC alr. =S

tight shedule.can't wait to pass out.although our term just started.LOL
Thailand in May! sure will hot till die. gg

off for a game of dota then its back to camp! :D
chao~
&the more i chat with you, the more i regret letting you go last time )':

funny how some people can misread some blog posts then post on the tagboard like they are some fucking god. put a fucking guest name talk like some fucking saint.

who the fuck are you to comment? not happy close window luh.retards
ah well the world needs some losers like them to entertain the rest xD

fml aslc

ah finally graduated from BSLC - basic section leader course
now off to pro term in ASLC - Advanced section leader course.

One of the most dreaded vocations ._.

sigh.dunno what to update
shall go back to sleep first.
think of things to update.hoho

goodnight ppl! (:

helloo!
back from zouk/phuture
power packed!
music at phuture much better.ahahha

but super packed with ppl ._.
can't even walk in properly
some girls were goood.hehe
but there was this one freaking i wun say fat la.not so bad.this big sized _____ whatever word you wanna insert in.kept knocking into me.so disgusting.zz

off to sleep now and skate later! :D
dead tired D:
4 more days till graduation from foundation phase.woohoo!! :D:D
sigh..

time has flown by so fast! 2 more weeks till graduation from basic term in SCS :O
tmr is section live firing.scary shit x.x
booking in later alr.boohoo D:
bringing in cookies and cup noodles.hoho
time to spam fooooooddddd.

Thusday is chevrons night.hopefully it'll be fun x.x
and hopefully we get to book out from there!

can't wait to see you next week ! (:

exercise wanderer aka independent (but still in a detail of 6 ppl) navigation
lasted an entire day.x.x
so tiring.
but everyone played a part.woohoo although we didn't get the first,finish in the given time, but i believe we still tried our best! good job guys!

12 tests to do online today.lol
slack much
urban ops for tmr i think :o
sian.

then its book out day on friday! hoho
can't wait to skate!
i miss you but i dun wanna let you know :o

Exercise wanderer tomorrow.
hopefully can pass and not get lost.lol

dunno why today mood like down.
so tired although didn't do anything today.
sian 1/2

wrong wrong wrong wrong.slap yourself tai! >:

damm back to camp tmr D:

navigation on tuesday and urban ops on wednesday.
hope i can get through the activites smoothly =\

i am always looking forward to your msgs :D

Self-Praise is international disgrace

gahh.today my fellow company mates will start on their field camp

all the best guys!
my spirit and soul will be with you guys! (:
slept ALOT ytd.

like eat my meal, eat medicine, sleep.
wake up, eat meal, eat medicine, sleep
play one game of dota. sleep
wake up, watch 1 episode of fairy tail.sleep

lol.
hate this feeling of being sick
feel so weak.
want to skate
but no energy to.sigh

sigh.
fever 2 days away from field camp.
just now took temperature again.went back up to 38.9

took 2 panadols and went to sleep.
feel so nua.dun wanna do anything but sleep.
no mood to dota or play cs also.lol...

sigh.
life sucks

fml.
section commander for OD and field camp D:

ah damm slack now.lol

peeps are playing "bang" in the bunk, eating cup noodles and snoozing away on the bed.

life in BSLC of an sct is indeed much more slack compared to BMT.

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15-2-11

IPPT day and navigation exercise x.x

sian man failed to get gold again..
freaking 2.4

SBJ - 238 (4 points)
Pull ups - 10 (4 points)
Shuttle run - 10.0s (5 points)
Sit ups - 41 (5 points )

2.4km - 10.3x mins (4 points)

BUT WE NEED A FREAKING 9.44min to get a gold T_T
run until wanna die alr still no gold.sian1/2

Then navigation.
started late cos there wasn't enough space for 3 platoons to fit.so 1 and 3 went first.
we stayed behind doing nothing? ....
then sleep on bed = LPS (leader platoon sergeant) sign 4 extra
???wth

then 12+ we started on our navigation thingy.
5 stations to complete.
starting of it was already killing us.LOL
climb up this hill.
i think life inside too slack till we climb abit of hill also tired alr x.x
by time we finished everything it was ard 3.30pm?

just nice the weather started to turn bad.very bad.
CAT1 weather.song bo.
so we headed back to the company line.
had a shower and now i'm resting in bunk! :D
sooo cold x.x

hugging my water bottle filled with warm water now.hehe.
tmr's OD (offensive defensice package)
cammo on.z
gonna have eye liner on my face again.lol

till the next time i update.
good bye! :D

army life now is quite slack.
scs woot!

been skating every weekend during my bookouts.
see my dearest skater friends :D

update again!
gotta prepare stuff for field camp.
can't book out this weekend D:
i'll miss you :x