things were never meant to be, love just ain't for me

shall resist with all my might, till someone takes my hand and shows me whats right.

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wooo! Like i promised.a new post! hehe

gonna try posting smth new everyday.hmmm

Last night was awesome! From the bbq to the beers, from meeting old friends to meeting new ones, from the laughter we all had to the serious talk a small group of us had.

lets see if i can come up with a poem LOL

Yesterday we celebrated the mid-autumn festival

oh what fun we had as though it was a carnival

there were plenty of food and drinks to go around

not to mention the bottles of beer that made our belly go round

once again i would say this year's celebration is a success!

in which i would like to congratulate urban inline's progress

new skating or team members have joined since last year

making it more lively, fun and dear.

The highlight of the night was the lantern making competition

to see who could make a lantern that was one in a million

javier's lantern stunned us all

with the pretty and stunning patterns on his lantern and more!

Lets hope next and every year it will be the same

where everyone comes to have fun and play the same game

where old friends gather back to talk

and when party anthem starts to rock! \m/

HAHAHA

how was that? hehe

ok on mc today. :3

gonna play the whole day at home.woohoo!

update tmr! :D

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omg its time to update!!! haaha

but later. ^.^

gonna go ecp for the mid Autumn festival celebration!!!

food, lanterns and more importantly....

FIRE

LOL.

ok later~~

i dreamt that i was fishing over a super tall bridge, the bait was a ring which produced sound waves.the ring attracted dolphins and i caught 2 at one shot! wtf? LOL

Paragraph below taken from http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/d2.htm

Dolphins

To see a dolphin in your dream, symbolizes spiritual guidance, intellect, mental attributes and emotional trust. The dream is usually an inspirational one, encouraging you to utilize your mind to its capacity and move upward in life. Alternatively, it suggests that a line of communication has been established between the conscious and unconscious aspects of yourself. Dolphins represent your willingness and ability to explore and navigate through your emotions.

hmmm does it mean anything? lolol

paranoid much? hmm

so are things getting better?

or is this just something to make me feel better only on the surface...

gahhhh.

我不知道, 我真的不知道. ):

confidence? whats that

i just don't have enough confidence in myself to do anything right here.

sorry but that's just me.

let me know if you need me because i have no idea where i stand now and what to do already.

I've tried...

bus journey~ LOL

hellooooo!

haven been updating for a super super long time! LOL

so i'm gonna update abit now!

life hasn't really been really good to me, esp the army aspect. However, in the outside world, i've met some awesome people who just came into my life! (shall not elaborate on this).

Shall share my experience on the bus ytd!

damm cool.here it goes~

I was sleeping soundly on the bus, then suddenly i jolted up for no apparent reason.LOL

then there was this yound lady sitting beside me, dunno if she saw anot but i was too paiseh to sleep after that. Thus i decided to stay awake! thenthen, i noticed she was drawing smth on her notebook. I stared for awhile more then i realised she was drawing this lady in front of her. Her back view tgt with the back view of her 2 daughters. The drawing was turning out very nicely!

The thing that sparked the conversation was... There was this guy who kept coughing behind me, i think he didn't cover his mouth. Then she suddenly stopped drawing and looked at me. I was still sleepy then when she turn i got stunned LOL.

tai : O.O

lady : *says smth*

tai : *oh ya earpiece on.LOL* * removes ear piece*.... hmmm?

lady : *points to back* thats disgusting! :S

tai : oh.hahaha yea.(:

lady : *continues drawing*

tai : so...you're drawing the lady in front?

lady : ya

tai : *diam diam*

Then i waited for her to draw finish before asking whether she was still a student etc. Turned out drawing was her hobby since young, and she has taken this passion for art and shared it among her students! i think she taught like poly? i dunno.i rmb i heard the word poly.LOL

So i shared with her my experience with drawing when i was young, and that i gave up trying.lol

then she shared with me the different techniques etc etc. The conversation seemed so nice, one that i wouldn't want to end that fast but she had to alight alr. So we bid our farewells, she alighted and i went back to sleep. Before she alighted, she said to me "don't give up! i teach drawing and i don't believe that people can't draw, some are just more talented then others but everyone can draw." This line sort of inspired me in some way or another.

Drawing is just another one of the things in life that we do, so we shouldn't give up in anything that we do in life, because if others can make it, you can too! Maybe its just a matter of time that you get what you want, but if you never stop trying, you'll eventually get there someway somehow. So lets hold on to that little bit of hope, put in alittle more effort and perhaps that'll get us alittle closer to whatever we want in life.

yea.maybe i should start talking to random people on the bus.

so interesting.LOL

on the side * new post in lj for those who know who you are (:*

update again soon!

gonna meet ann to skate lata~ hoho

heyyooo! haven updated in awhile! busy in camp! hehe will update this post about my LSM (leader sergeant major) in the company one word to describe it - STRESSED ----------------------------- fill in soon! ------------------------------ &a msg from you everytime i end my training brings a smile to my face x)